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I'm a little surprised you picked up on it so quickly. ... Or that you seem to be okay with it?

( it's almost bashful, the way she mumbles into her free hand. )

... No. I won't do that to you.

( after a moment of debate, she looks at- him? the blueberry beholder? )

Are you certain?

Like I said, your thoughts were loud!

[And his own may have been wandering which is how he picked up on it, he won't say.]

[His staff is propped against the seat, but it does look at her closely while he sits back. He hums noncommittally when she turns down his offer. He would have done it! Because he hates himself that much But there were some forms he would have vetoed.]

[To her question he shrugs a little.]

Mm. We both ...know we're not what we really want, right? But I'm tired of this loneliness.

... So am I.

( it's a quiet whisper of a confession. she takes a moment to inhale- the roll is almost gone between the two of them. she'll set it on the ashtray and move it the much more stable side table.

and then she simply swings herself to straddle his lap. she's light, so it shouldn't be too bothersome, right? )

Not too rough, okay? I'm not really in the mood for that right now.

[Oh!]

[Well shit, okay. He makes a soft oof! as she straddles him. This is really happening, huh?]

[He lets out a breath as his face becomes warm. His staff- actually, he wills the beholder to close its eye. He doesn't want to disorient himself with the spacial dissonance between what he might be doing and what he can see. It sounds like a quick way to get overstimulated way too fast.]

I'm blind, Guardian, you'll be lucky if I can figure out where anything is.

[That said, his hands find her thighs easy enough, sliding under the hem of whatever she might be wearing.]

Edited 2025-05-16 07:04 (UTC)

( shes wearing a simple knee-length skirt that's riding up very quickly given the situation, a high collared tank-top and something like a haori. very cozy. very spring.

his touch gives her shivers- how starved for affection she must be. )

Ah- I should warn you that I'm probably very different than what you're used to, then-

( lily rests a hand against his chest before she leans in, lips brushing against his cheek. a proper kiss is- too intimate, too much, she thinks. but this should be fine. )

[She's only as starved for affection as he is. That brush against his cheek gets a sharp breath out of him. His skin is already warming up, the flush showing as dark indigo across is skin.]

[His hands trail up the curve of her ass, holding her steady on his lap, fingers pressing into her skin just enough so that his claws are not yet biting, but close.]

[her words make him pause, though, gears turning in his head.]

Ha? In what way?

[...Like. Biologically? Oh, she's a woman, so yeah, he supposes that makes sense. Wait- so then.]

( honestly she should just tell him, but- wasn't he saying something about how he no longer is having the answers fed to him? )

... You'll see.

( is what she settles on instead, teasing and light. she's sure he can already feel some physical difference where their hips meet, even with clothes in the way.

he holds onto her like a lifeline though, so she won't linger for too long. instead she decides to gently start at his clothes, starting with the buttons of his shirt. )

... Stop me if I do anything you don't like though, okay?

[How sneaky! But you have dangled a mystery in front of him and his desire to Know is insatiable.]

Will I? Guardian, that’s rude-

[He’s not really offended, but he does Hum!! In a way that seems mischievous and retracts his claws so he can really start investigating her skin.]

Don’t worry, you’ll know it I don’t like something- [And his hands go right up under shirt, curious.]

Oh-!

( though startled, she doesn't dislike it. she's not as endowed as some of the women- and the men- here, but he'll have a decent handful regardless, but he may find that patches of her skin seem... burned. what isn't off is soft and creamy almost, otherwise.

he'll also find that the bra clasp is in the front. back clasps are the devil, you see.

she keeps working at his shirt, because the blueberry bastard has to be extravagant. she can't be too mad, though. there's something fun about being played with while she tries at the many, many buttons. )

Let’s see, let’s see-!

[He appears to be enjoying this a little too much already, as his hands glide curiously up her skin. His fingertips find those patches of burned scarring, the sudden shift in texture makes him hum and he goes back over it curiously, almost mapping her out, before he finds the bra.]

Hm, that’s a little different isn’t? Though I have seen cookies with this shape how interesting for them to have a function in these bodies!

[Oh, he fiddles with the clip a little and gets the bra loose.]

[Meanwhile- yeah sorry about all the buttons and hooks. Once she frees him of the shirt though, she will find his skin to be similarly soft with the exception of all the scarring on his chest. The big one in the center from his staff and the several all over from Suri.]

More than one, really. I do like getting to play with them~.

( his touch- the acknowledgement of those magic burns- sends shivers up her spine. she doesn't like them. she hasn't liked them since she got them and likely never will. she even denied her husbands seeing her body. and they respected it. they never touched, never saw-

she almost wants to say something. but ultimately, she remains silent aside from a soft sigh or two at his ministrations. the bra comes loose under her shirt and she realizes that this is a little silly.

once she pries his shirt open she pauses. the scars...

...

lily leans back enough to drop the haori and pry her shirt off, fussing as her hair gets caught in it, she's got to stop doing this (she will not stop doing it) and dropping that too, and then she shrugs the bra off as well. if the staff were to open its eye right now, he would see the cream and blue colored burns across her chest and stomach, across her arms- the black magic staining up past her elbows save for the gold henna-like marks on one hand, and a single golden sun on her wrist.

it's- nerve-wracking, being bare again. for someone she had never considered even holding hands with, let alone sleeping with. and by the gods she is so grateful she specified the sunroom's windows be one-way glass, or she'd be dying right now.

lily gently pries his shirt back further, leaning in and scraping her teeth against his collar bone as she starts to explore herself. )

Oh? Maaaybe I should try shapeshifting into something similar later to test that out, then.

[This will inevitably lead to Lily walking in on Shadow Milk playing with his own tits in a girl form sometime in the future.]

[As he gets the bra loose he does snake his fingers in to touch- and only still when she starts to shift and remove the rest of the clothing on the top. He does peek the staff's eye open a moment to see what she's doing, only to catch her fussing with her hair and of course- all the scars. he makes no mention of it though, something of the familiarity of them strikes him.]

[but then she's got his shirt off proper, now and goes right for his collar. Shadow Milk is ...incredibly sensitive, especially around there, and the gasp he makes is something embarrassing and dirty. That sends a rush of heat right through him.]

( lily can't help but chuckle as her hands wander, gentle touches and squeezes across his chest and stomach. that was a good sound. fun~. teeth become soft kisses, and she can feel herself growing wetter below- can he feel it too?

she's quiet as she teases and works him up though, aside from faint sighs. she moves lower and lower, and perhaps the most romantic thing she can offer is when she traces his own scars, fingertips ghosting marred skin and the press of lips following as her hands squeeze elsewhere. eventually though, as she's focused on his chest- )

Do you want to handle the rest of my clothes for me?

( see what mystery she's dangled before him? )

[He can, and as she is all soft and gentle little kisses across his skin, he feels a warmth in his gut. Feels the way his skin starts to become electric. She is straddled right onto his lap, so it won't be a secret at all the moment he becomes aroused.]

[He shifts his hips a little, needing to move. He sucks in a breath, hands moving to her shoulders to hold her while she practically ravishes his chest in affection. His nipples hard, his skin warm.]

Ah-? Right- Obviously.

[Oh, he's already so wound up. He takes a second to come back down, to slide his hands down her arms, back to her thighs.]

[His hands hesitate a moment before he slips his fingers in under the bands of both her skirt and her underwear, urging them off.]

Edited (IGNORE THAT I CHANGED MY MIND) 2025-05-17 09:35 (UTC)

Mm... thank you.

( while he hooks his fingers in, she moves just enough so that she'll be able to kick the clothes off as he pulls them down, running her fingers through her hair as they do. and it's her hips, ass and thighs that are the real treat on this body- big and soft and perfect to hold and squeeze.

down the skirt and underwear go, and she's left bare and glistening wet before him, as she keeps an amused eye on his own face- she trusts he's definitely watching with the beholder, since she left this unanswered for him. the offending clothes join the pile, and she waits for his reaction. )

[Yeah, he does, because it's true he wanted to know. He was so curious. As she sheds the rest of the clothing the eye blinks open once again and you can see the way he's "looking", taking her in despite his unfocused eyes.]

[!]

[He reaches up to put his hands right between her legs, curious fingers pushing between her folds, trying to understand.]

There's nothing there! There's- Oh, no I was wrong. That's interesting-

Ah-

( a surprised yelp immediately bleeds into a moan, and she covers her mouth as her cheeks flush with one hand, the other resting on his shoulder as he explores. )

M-mhhm. There's- it's mostly... internal- but around here...

( her hand leaves his shoulder, spreading herself so he can see as her fingers circle around her clit slowly, showing him exactly where it is. )

I-it's a small bundle of nerves, which helps a lot-

( as she explains she can't help but avert her gaze bashfully, withdrawing her hand as she tries to steady herself again so he can really get into it- she can tell he won't be satisfied until he feels everything. )

[Oh, so it's quite sensitive down there after all. Ah, when he thinks about his own, it makes sense how they would slot together. Yes, okay. Human anatomy is sure strange!]

[Her moan gets a flush from him, too. That ache in his gut growing and his own arousal becoming more apparent through his pants. He does wear the sort of pants that leaves little to the imagination.]

[But, now he is using his hands to see and he finds hers as she shows him what to do. It seems to react kind of like his, so then he will start slow teasing and circling the small bulge with the pads of his fingers, pressing down here and there, while his other hand investigates further in, finding her entrance. He hums.]

You're pretty wet down here, Guardian, is that normal?

( it sure is! and yet it's so very fun. she's going to kind of miss this when she returns to earthbread-

she moans again as his ministrations continue, shaky and breathy as she holds onto him for support. with how he jumped right into it, she already feels so stretched, and she hasn't touched herself since... everything. it's a stretch that hasn't been felt in a while and it's so nice-

lily flushes more at his words, but his exploring is only making her wetter. )

Y-yes- its, ah, a sign o-of arousal...? To... ease entry. Nnh...

Hm, hm, hm, that makes sense, I suppose! It wouldn't do to have uncomfortable resistance, after all.

[As he stresses that word, his finger goes in, feeling, pressing against her walls, learning.]

I think I'll fit very nicely in here~

[And- finally he pulls his hand away from her clit so he can snap his fingers. His pants just straight up blink out of existence. He sent them into the shadow realm its fine. There he is, aroused and excited to see her.]

Haah... Cheeky.

( not that she can say anything as he's just- toying with her for his own curiosity. but it's important for him to do so, on multiple levels. to satisfy his curiosity, and so he'd be comfortable and more prepared when they do start.

it doesn't stop his explorations from drawing out another moan out of her with the press of his fingers, or the focus on her clit until its gone.

she shouldn't be so surprised that he just- snaps his clothes out of existence, but it somehow drives the point home that they're really doing this. she shudders a bit in anticipation, and as she moves to lower herself again, reaching down to stroke him loosely. )

Only one way to find out... are you ready?

Edited 2025-05-19 00:24 (UTC)

[Oh, look how she sings when he teases. There is a smugness in getting her to sound like that, to her shaking under his hands. He's not sure how or why having the Guardian compromised like this thrills him, but it does.]

[Of course the moment she touches him he sings in turn, something deep in his throat as his that pleasure climbs up his spin. He is sensitive, easy to turn on. His cock is already throbbing, it really didn't take much.]

Ready, creators-

[His free hand braces against her thigh, but she's going to have to line them up. He's trusting you.]

( with how worked up hes getting from a simple stroke, lily's certain he won't last long... not unless she gets really mean but if he's not experienced, that may be too much right now.

she kisses one of his eyebrows as she lowers herself slowly, guiding him steady and sighing as she sinks fully onto his hips. )

Mmh...

( a moment to adjust, and then another. and then she starts to grind her hips, not quite bouncing in his lap but enough to grant friction and movement. )

[He wouldn't mind her getting mean, perhaps later, when they're not doing this out of smoke-induced desperation.]

[It's a fascinating experience, to do this blind, too. Where the pleasure is lighting up his nerves in a way that allows him to "see" in other ways. As he is surprised by that soft touch to his eyebrow, but then taken by her lowering down on him, taking him in. She is hot and tight around him and his fingers press roughly into her hips as he rides that feeling.]

[It's a bit of a growl, that climbs out of him and he leans forward, against her, to scrape his sharp teeth against her neck.]

( ... she's going to analyze why she likes growling and sharp teeth so much later- but the ghost of a bite is incentive to not tease him too much... both as a threat and as a treat. she stops save for a final twist of hips before settling again, gripping his shoulders for stability. and then she moves, legs tightening around him as she bounces with a slow increase in her pace and force as she whimpers, face flush. )

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oh yeah shits getting nsfw now

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cw: body image issues

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